Secret Society

So, my friend Lynnea sent me pictures of herself yesterday. She's pregnant, due in July and she looks so happy.
I enjoy seeing happy pregnant woman, even though I was NOT one of them.
It's weird.
It's like I was part of the club, but not really, like I was given a partial membership....I still see happy pregnant women and wonder what is their secret. I mean, why didn't I get full membership??!?! I went through everything they did....twice over, and they still didn't give me the secret handshake or the key to the clubhouse. It's frustrating!